Not a rookie anymore

I'm going to have to change my blog handle. It's been Rookie Bebe for three years. The Rookie for being...a rookie. Not only that, but for feeling like I'll never get the hang of this, I'll never be comfortable being myself...lots of other things.

In the last two weeks I've been with three wonderful medics who are experienced but have never worked NET before. You are probably saying to yourself that NET is super easy and it is. But if the company can figure out how to make it more difficult, they will. Same paperwork, but different ways of filling it out just to be different they will.

I have never felt confident or good enough (is that the same thing?) to really teach anyone the ropes as far as something new goes. Yesterday I realized I'm not the rookie anymore. I'm not 97% less nervous than I ever have been. I'm way more comfortable teaching. Helping my partner learn new things.

My partner yesterday, I'll call Beatbox, is so fresh out of school that "the ink is still dripping off his card." Other than his thirdrides I'm his second full day on the job. Honestly you wouldn't know. He not over confident, but so willing and so in love with the career. He has fun and talks to the pts.

We had a good day, better than I've had in weeks. Post coming about my marbles.:)